[Hook Danny Boone]
How do I look from there?
Is it as bad as it feels right here?
Cuz my head is stuck in gear
Tremendous noise between my ears
And I've seen some mean a** years
Sometimes I feel like the end is near
But I won't shed a tear
Cuz that's my biggest fear
[Verse 1 Steaknife]
Living to die, give me the lies
I stare in the sky, a tear in my eye
I wipe it away, deny what I feel
And hide from myself, I'm losing my will
I give and I take it
Every which way that I can
I cannot continue to battle
Me myself as man you understand
I know you got something better
Than whatever be sitting up inside of me
I'm hiding myself in the shadows beside of me
[Hook Danny Boone]
How do I look from there?
Is it as bad as it feels right here?
Cuz my head is stuck in gear
Tremendous noise between my ears
And I've seen some mean a** years
Sometimes I feel like the end is near
But I won't shed a tear
Cuz that's my biggest fear
[Verse 2 Steaknife and Danny Boone]
Losing control, it's bruising my soul
It hurts me to think, I pour me a drink
If that ain't enough, my heron bone gotta kink
My eyes are so red, blood drips when I blink
Head screams like a rape date
And I think I need a drink but I can't wait
Everyday I find another way to tempt fate
Born to fight I was trouble out the damn gate
And I try to keep it real but I stay fake
Like 5 in the morning really ain't late
And you hate to wait on the daybreak
Two fingers on my neck and I check my rate I shake and...
[Hook Danny Boone]
How do I look from there?
Is it as bad as it feels right here?
Cuz my head is stuck in gear
Tremendous noise between my ears
And I've seen some mean a** years
Sometimes I feel like the end is near
But I won't shed a tear
Cuz that's my biggest fear
[Verse 3 Danny Boone]
Never could live up to lies
You lite up my life and just left it on ice
And thought that you might be different
But didn't apply the time a idiot sh** head kid like me
Does to fight inadequate feelings and now to get even
No doubt as I'm leaving the house
And disease and my spouse is the reason
I doubt that I'll even be 'round this evening
Now its freaking me out this aluminum can
Brew in my hand to give me some damn peace
Do what I can to be free of insanity
Yet for the 30th time, its curtains and Im
Searching to find a prettier mind
My luck is certainly sh**ty its blind
This wall gon' need a rope climbing up
[Hook Danny Boone]
How do I look from there?
Is it as bad as it feels right here?
Cuz my head is stuck in gear
Tremendous noise between my ears
And I've seen some mean a** years
Sometimes I feel like the end is near
But I won't shed a tear
Cuz that's my biggest fear