Dont know whats real
I dont know whats fake
Always feel this hate
I was made this way
My mind always spinnin
These thoughts overwhelm
For you life is heaven
For me it is hell
All so surreal
b**h i drown in depression
Im leavin impressions
The shells from the wesson
Ain't born with blessins
Straight ready to die
If i were to go
Would you dare say goodbye
Oh you all care now
Oh you all there now
Where the f** where you
When i was always getting stared out
Always getting knocked down
But always getting back up
Do this sh** myself
I ain't looking for ya back up
Hope ya get the f** back
Ima aboutta bust back
Only really trust rap
Cause it was always there for
Me and my crew
See we be like family
Drugs in the vanity
Taking my sanity
Try to expand
And we trying to grow
Rolling up more and
I drown in the flow
Walk through the night
Where am i to go
Zig zag in my hand
And the dope in my sock
Someone explain to me
Definition of real life
Staring at my skin
While im grippin a steel knife
Drugs in my veins
The way that we stay
If you really want it
Your d**h is arranged
We at it again
It ain't for the cash
And it ain't for the fame
Pictures in the frame, burnin
Walk through the valley
I ain't returning
Slow i collapse
Wait to relapse
Emotion is showin in every track
Im just sittin back
Speakin these words
Hopin you listen
Im hopin im heard
If iam not
What is the point
Preparing my tomb
Rolling a joint
Get high every day
Just to show im on point
Try to expand
And we trying to grow
Rolling up more and
I drown in the flow
Walk through the night
Where am i to go
Zig zag in my hand
And the dope in my sock
Zig zag in my hand
Dope in my sock
Pullin out the code
And we open the lock
Ima rise to the top
Ain't surprised when you drop
Just another phase
Another trend
Another fake rapper
People talk sh**
Why you thinin they matter
Ima end it all
Ima spread grey matter
Got one goal
Ima make my plate fatter
Dont need to explain
Cause you already know
I was alone
So trapped in this hole
And there was no escape
Im rollin the dice to determine my fate
Takin the chance
I probably lose
Spend most my time
Battered and bruised
We badder than you
f** that attitude
Rise altitudes
You could never go to
Barriers i broke through
Go crazy with the whole crew
You dont got no clue
You dont got no buzz
Why you even lie
Sayin you would show up
But now im off the radar
Give a f** about a b**h
Give a f** about a hater