Hurt me while I'm lying down
With frozen lips on frozen ground
Apart from pain
It's all quite nice
Apart from pain
I'm almost fine
You have just abandoned me
Still it doesn't get to me
You have just abandoned me
Left me to my fantasies
My mind keeps triggering
Flashing and failing
Pictures of you
And voices wailing
Hurt me when defences is low
When parasites have come to rule
Besides I never wanted life
A f**ing smoke like hope or love
You have just abandoned me
Still it doesn't get to me
You have just abandoned me
Left me to my fantasies
My mind keeps triggering
Flashing and failing
Pictures of you
And voices wailing
And I don't know why, it just shouldn't be
You're nothing, I swear, but air to me
And I don't know why, it just shouldn't be
Cause I never wanted you anyway