[Intro]
I shall fear no man or d**h but God while I'm livin' on his green Earth. But if I die 'fore I wake to see the sun, please take my hand so I can flee with you or give me wings so I can flee to Heaven
[Verse 1]
Life is a mystery, I cry 'cause I'm teary
Bustin' n***as in the face like I'm Creed
I wonder who'll mourn when I'm laid to rest
Or have Makaveli The Yung tatted on the chest
All the bs is in the past, it didn't last
Thank God it didn't last
Remember Grandma, no longer livin' she had rest
Wanna let her know that she'll always be the best, may her rest in peace
Is there a spot in Heaven for me
Save me a seat
I'd suffered long enough in this life, there's no cheers
[Hook]
Lord, I shed so many tears 'cause there aren't any cheers
Lord, I shed so many tears 'cause there aren't any cheers
[Verse 2]
Everyday I be strugglin', it got me deep
I'm young and black, the youth of crime, that's what you seem
The Holy Devil got me cursed
The more the sin, the time I'll be carried in a hearse, God please me
Instead of cryin', everybody laughs at my crucial pain
I need some jubilance again
For my crimes, they had trapped me in a cell, a haunted hell
'Cause I'm a young black male, why do I fail?
My request is to Heaven, but if God decline
My discipline will be eternal fire, there's no cheers
[Hook]
Lord, I shed so many tears 'cause there aren't any cheers
Lord, I shed so many tears 'cause there aren't any cheers
[Verse 3]
Lord, I'm cruel and I'm teary, so many tears
I'm suicidal, please don't stand near me
My Tyson moves is a murderous step, so watch me close
Witness an early d**h, 'cause there's nothing left
At night, I have d**h visions, I couldn't rest
Satan sending devils to get me as their mission
Everyday my black peeps get deleted
'Cause we're always be victims, the way I see it
Will I be underground and sparked in flames
No one cares when they noticed when I cry pain
My memories was full of grief
Prophesying of what if my enemies k** me in my sleep
Lord, if I die 'fore wake to see the Sun
Please, let me through the gates, 'cause here I come
[Hook]
Lord, I shed so many tears 'cause there aren't any cheers
Lord, I shed so many tears 'cause there aren't any cheers
[Verse 4]
Lord, knows I try to avoid this suicide
I scream to Him why I got this urge to die
I'm a criminal just like 'em n***as, I ain't the only one
'Cause I'm black and accused as a Thug
I shed so many tears 'cause I lost many peers
It's more shame to see the loved ones shed tears
Trayvon, Alton Sterling, Terrence Crutcher
And all of 'em who were victims, this is so crucial
I hope one day I'll find a rose and then drop a seed
So I can watch it grow and have a miracle to breathe
Lord knows I want to continue to smile
'Cause I'll see the same of my unborn child
To my peers who everyday shed tears
Smile for awhile 'cause God is with you with the cheers
[Hook]
Lord, I shed so many tears 'cause there aren't any cheers
Lord, I shed so many tears 'cause there aren't any cheers