And now my hands are shaking everyday*
I guess whats been getting me by is k**ing me
I don't know who to turn to or what to do
I can hardly trust myself let alone anyone else
I know I can't run forever
But I got nowhere to go
Sometimes it feel like this doesn't solve anything
But it's all I know how to do
It's burning so deep inside
It's getting harder to deal with
With each pa**ing day
Look in the mirror it's not hard to see
Where the problem lays
I know my words don't always come out right
But please believe me when I say
If I could take back what I said
You know I would
If I could change what I did
You know I would
I don't know if this means anything to you
But I promise things will change in me
Someday soon