All this time, you've been mine, heaven's sent Valentine
& just like that, my life stopped on the dime
I can't stop cryin' inside I'm dyin'
I caught you red-handed, that's what I get for spyin'
But I've been suspicious 'cause you done caught me with some b**hes
But you promised not to shoot me with the same triggers
You didn't know the new Benz I just bought you
Could be tracked by satellite if that's how I caught you
Oh Baby why? 'In the past I've been unfaithful
I can't believe it, I feel like this n***a raped you
But you allowed it, you gave yourself to a coward
I'm a bury both of you & still buy you flowers
Remember when
Our love would never end?
But now I am
Tastin' my own Medicine. [x2]
It's disturbin' it's sick I keep thinkin' 'bout this sh**
I wanna spit on your face, while you lie in a ditch
You forgave me, but I just can't forgive you
Cause it ain't the same, I can't explain it, but it's true
It's way worse, I never felt pain like this
I can't take you back, you f**in' nasty a** b**h
You destroyed me, you ruined everything I worked for
A house with an elevator, a spy on the 3rd floor
I still love you, but never in my life will I touch you
You disgust me, your beautiful face became ugly
I just wish you was a dream & that I could wake up
But it's real, so I keep, gettin' drunk as f**
Remember when
Our love would never end?
But now I am
Tastin' my own Medicine. [x2]
I'm home waitin' for you, you don't know that I know yet
Your probably gettin' f**ed right now, sippin' some moet
I checked the address, it's some dude named Paul
33 years old, oh yeah, I checked it all
Probably met him at the mall, spendin' up my cash
G-string up your a**, wearin' tight a** pants
Oh my, look who just pulled up in her Benz
Where have you been at girl? 'Oh, doin' some errands?
Take your sh** off! 'Let me smell you. What you thinkin' 'bout?
I know where you've been! 'Shut your muthaf**in' mouth!
Who's house is this? '& who the hell is Paul?
What you mean this ain't a house? 'This where you took the dog?
You mean....this the vetinarian's office?
You got the Parvo shots for the puppy I just bought us?
It's some old man named Dr. Paul Seigel?
Here's the business card in case I don't believe you?
Call him up right now? 'Nah Baby that's okay
You know I trust you, I love you, that's all day
Why is my face red? 'It looks like I've been cryin'?
Gangsta's don't cry Baby, don't even try it
Remember when
Our love would never end?
But now I am
Tastin' my own Medicine. [x2]
Yeah
This song is dedicated for all you n***as f**in' over the woman you love
If she don't get you back, your conscience will
& if she's not happy, then you'll never be happy, that's just the way it goes
Yeah, this the SPM, it don't never quit