[Verse 1]
In this world lyrics are my anger
Who knew that he'd get tangled
In the things that left him on the side of the road
Broken and mangled
Bones crushed at different angles
Blood rushin out gashes to his ankles
Pushed over the edge and left to dangle
I love the pain, I mean I really did
Before that I thought that kinda beauty was a myth
She was the realest girl I've ever gotten with
The realest girl forgotten swift
Crack c**aine laced the weed she was tokin kid
Then she was different, her addiction was persistent
Tried to help her but she only grew more distant
Tried to show her the way the drug made her resistant
The way the she used to be man, I f**ing miss it
She needed that high, didn't matter if she had to f** a few guys
But in the city of angels, only the true angels die
The thought sends a shiver down my spine
Forced to ask why?
Asking God what kind of sick code he lives by
Where one simple drug can corrode such a beautiful mind
She was on the straight an narrow, but the other path now rides
I still saw her around from time to time
Looking for a change but only to get her next high
[Hook]
Society like an institution
Brains corrupted by pollution
Making the city of angels dance with the devil as a f**in conclusion
Doesn't matter how many times we came back
The whole world will become black
From the disease we know as d**h and that is a fact
As angels whisper "there's no coming back"
[Verse 2]
I got god on one side of my shoulder the devil on the other
Contemplating sick thought's like when they gonna free my brother
Soon as we catch this snitch its straight murder
You going against a new yorker packing an anger disorder
Cross me i'll have ya body dumped off a boat next to the closest harbor
Some of my closest homie's stressing a court order
Insomnia some of us developed a sleeping disorder
I let off shots that explode like a mortar
Some say I'm bipolar I suffer from from a mental disorder
What happen to hip hop bunch of dude's who can't hop hip to the tip top
Its like the realest and the fake's just switch spots
Mainstream took over and them OG's flip flop and closed shop
The usual truck spot next to the gift shop where we use to talk shop
Nine's on deck automatic make ya head pop like a soda pop
Life has been a struggle of pain since my pop's died i ain't been the same
Quick temper engulfed in flame my pops is living through me now I'm carrying his name
For them enemy's tempting me - take aim - Soon as you take me out the homie's playing the waiting game creep through climb in the window Frame - wait for the right moment then proclaim my fame - torture - duct tape - and thick chain
Homicidal thought's got me going insane inhumane like Hussein
Chronic blunts got me feeling like i'm surfing urban terrain
If you could only understand the pain
I broke out the cage but I'm still restrained like a ball and chain
I think I'm sane, they think I'm insane
I guess to be insane you must feel sane
Cold heart cold felon quick to slice a jugular vein
Always puffing on Mary Jane
White T I can't complain a champagne stain
Got me swerving in the fast lane
Chest pain my liver's a trooper
Me included the entire team is a shooter
I get dirty like maneuver in a sewer
It's more than just a rumor Pride over Everything I'm worried about my future
The road keeps getting bumpier but the sh** ain't getting smoother
[Hook]
Society like an institution
Brains corrupted by pollution
Making the city of angels dance with the devil as a f**in conclusion
Doesn't matter how many times we came back
The whole world will become black
From the disease we know as d**h and that is a fact
As angels whisper "there's no coming back"