Verse 1: Trill Apex]
Insomnia got me up
Contemplating my life
3:30 i'm wide awake but still trying to open my eye
Insensitive to the light and I see the light up ahead
Damn that's when it struck me how would it be if im dead
Would you love
[Chorus]
Dey ain't gonna love you till you dead
Dey ain't gonna love you till you dead
Dey ain't gonna love you till you dead
Dey ain't gonna love you till you dead
Bang
[Verse 2: Trill Apex]
Imma do it like I'm Kurt cobain(bang)
Load the clip and end it my life is so insane
Insanity was vanity I lost it all the same
This imma have to leave another casualty to the game
Do you love me
[Chorus]
[Verse 3: Trill Apex]
Yo!
Animosity in my conscious I'm constantly trying to calm it
They saying that im the calmest
I'm dyeing[?]
I'm so sorry momma I promise imma make it
But they say my life is[?] so selfish
I know you hate me but face it
My life is over[?]
I'm tired of all the trauma they didn't hand me my[?]
So[?] till you lost me
Put em under my coffin
[?]
Keep my soul and take me up there to where god is
Amen
[Chorus]
[Verse 4: Trill Apex]
Insomnia got me up
Contemplating my life
3:30 I'm wide awake I decided to close my eyes
Cause they sensitive to the light
And the light was all up ahead
Then that's when it struck me
They gone hate me till im dead
Ugh
Guess they gonna hate me till I'm dead
Guess they gonna hate me till I'm dead
Cause imma live forever and I know that make you scared
[Outro: Kendrick Lamar]
That's ah great feeling
To know that people actually
Recognize that I take this art serious