[Verse 1: Soulist]
There's nothing more to this life I live/ just lifelessness as I'm writing this/ is it right to miss the sorrow?/ will I see tomorrow?/ I'm getting a sore throat so I go down two more rows/ just so you can hear me clearly/ i feel d**h is walking near me/ saying stop and fear me/ they say it's not real, see?/ but we'll see, it's sincerely yours.. Someone who was torn ever since they were born/ someone who wanted more even if it meant going to war/ blood, sweat and tears/ is what I faced through the years/ even though I was around pears/ it felt like they were never here/ like they would never hear/ what was going on, said it was better to fear/ so being me, i wrote along/ i'm drowning in a sea full of doubts/ just to see what i'm about/ i dont wanna be living on a couch/ I'm reaching for the stars/ as far as they seem/ nothing can wake up someone who is pretending to sleep/ everything you see now is all a part of my dream
[Verse 2: Soulist]
It's a cold world, how can I live?/ the struggle traps me in/ I'm trying not to sin but I've been giving in/ i'm dying just to win/ buying another drink/ to forget this dark abyss/ man, my soul hurts/ and this high don't work/ lies feel worse/ who am i, ms earth?/ man, I miss her/ man, i miss her/ i miss her/ cause.. I'm lost in memories/ talking melodies/ wishing you would never leave/ but i guess it's what it's meant to be/ cause I've grown to be the opposite of what you seen/ and I'm sorry/ I don't want you to have to worry about what I'm doing/ there's no end to this story, I've been losing/ myself through this living hell/ choosing music, looking for help/ i never knew it would be this hard letting go/ inside i truly feel invisible/ and I know I'm not/ but I wish you were here/ instead i'm here laying down/ listening to the voice that surrounds my room/ there's no one around but the noise of pounding doom/ i need you or a pound or two/ sound that soothes/ that's the truth, man/ nothing more can compare to this love i have for you, man/ but it still fills only half of you, man/ if what i feel can k** the real me/ then i guess this pill will fulfill to conceal me man..