I've been feeling suicidal and if I need remind you
It's not becoming of my heart and my brain
I was thinking about how great it would be
If I could make the tightness in my chest go away
It's been a while since I've seen God and I'm not trying to lead him on
But he's always trying to f** me to the tune of my favorite song
And they're playing the '59 sound in heaven
While the angels were drinking up whiskey and cokes
It's hard to freeze your anxieties
When your best friends torching your coat, your coat
Drop that phone, drink a gla** of water
And call me when you get in your bed
I've seen inside your head and I'm doing
The surgery on the parts that still wish you were dead
'Cause I've lost too many friends so I'll say it again
And again and again and again and again and again and again and again
I'm not trying to say it's easy but I'm trying to say it's fine
I've still got your demons and they're not gonna be leaving any time
Any time soon
Any time soon
Any time soon
Any time soon
I'm not trying to say it's easy but I'm trying to say it's fine