[Verse 1: Aknti]
In this life I'ma loner
Lord I'ma goner
Taking crown to the head
Feeling royal as I wanna
Yap, I got that diploma
A little bit of college
But I dropped out chasing gold
And what did I accomplish?
Lets be honest, I f**in' failed
I am a loser
Hard work always pays off?
Nope, it's a soul bruiser
I hear it may not be my time
But it may be my time to die
So whats that mean...?
It don't mean sh** to me
I'm feeling B.I.G...
I'm ready dot dot dot
Yeahhhh
It's heavy, all these thoughts
Woahhhh, woahhh
My days are numbered
I can feel it in my soul
[Hook: Soldier, Sailor]
God, quit wasting time
Cause I'm ready, I'm ready
I just wanna go home
Woah
I don't know if that's with you
Or with the other guy
All I know, is that I'm tired of this life
I'm ready, I'm ready
Woah
[Bridge: Aknti]
Now I lay me down to sleep
Pray the lord my soul to keep
If I should die before I wake
I pray my mother be
Okay...
Okay...
[Verse 2: Aknti]
Sad castle
In this life Forever bummed
From one self one can not run
Only 2 ways out of here
Beautiful laser gun
The only one
To stare me in my face
Is my reflection
So I and I know just how I feel
Talk to Dr. Pill
Feeling like a WZRD
The only time I lie
Is when I fool you that I'm chipper
Until I find my happiness
The end can't come quicker
Might as well dive into
A swimming pool of whiskey
Cause I'm done...
Mama always told me
Keep your head up son
Yeah
The best is yet to come
Woah woah
I wanna believe you
But you don't know that mom
[Hook]
[Bridge]