Sometimes life hits you with something unexpected
It's like everything's gone synthetic. I've been neglected
I was too young to accept it; I still don't accept it
I don't feel beaten but I still counting down the minutes
I'm all grown up now, is this what you expected?
Because you motivated me, it's you I represented
My conquest to conquer success is in progress
For this I was never prepared. I can no longer pretend
What has happened cannot be repaired
I'm used to it because nobody cared
My hidden pains suppressed
My hidden pains compressed
I can't prevent it so I live a lie instead
Live a lie instead, yeah
Where were you when I needed you the most?
You went on and left just like a ghost
Went up in smoke
I regret what was said the last time we spoke
Now it looks like I will have learn to cope
Music's the way, lotta pages where I wrote
The only way that I can be controlled
The only place where I can find my soul
Only way my untold stories can unfold
The stories that are so undisclosed
I still remember the feeling I had when you were gone
Ever since I haven't seen the brightest shine of dawn
Everybody knows me as that kid who's all alone
From society cuz I can't bear to move on
Ever since you were taken from me
Life was scary
Never said a thing
Now I'm feeling really guilty
Now I'm still sorry
I know I shouldn't worry
You motivate me to succeed
Looking back to the memories
Making me build some melodies
Just let me speak
You will never see me like this willingly
Do you even remember me?
Cuz I do and I really miss you gee
I love you, homie
Rest in Peace