Watch me fail before I try,
Watch me do it every time,
Watch me sell out inside,
Watch me lay down and die.
I'm living in the shadow of myself,
A ghost haunting his own grave is how I dwell,
I'm living in the shadow of myself,
I'm the only person here in this private hell.
Watch me lose my places to hide,
Watch me fill the holes inside,
Watch me fail to go blind,
Watch me snap the ties that bind.
I hate living in this shadow of myself,
A ghost haunting his own grave is how I dwell,
I hate living in this shadow of myself,
I'm the only devil in my private hell.
Watch me discard what I've sown,
Watch me forget all I've known,
Watch me build up to blow,
Watch me get off my a** and go.
I'm done living in the shadow of myself,
Above my own grave now is how I must dwell,
I'm through living in the shadow of myself,
The time has come for me to leave this prison cell.
Leave my prison cell.
Leave this f**ing hell.