Sometimes I wish I could throw myself away
Start all over again behind the same old face
As I watch you with another drink in my hand, I start to hate everything I am
I would die for you if you knew I exist
Nothing I can do can stem this evil tide, as another piece of me begins to die
As my shame burns a hole through my head, I turn into someone else instead
"Hey, baby, how ya doin'?"
"What's your sign?"
"No... Of course I love you"
"So you want to come back to my apartment and..."
No!
As you stand across the room a million miles away, I will never touch you, no matter what I say
What is called love or what everybody says, you went and found between someone else's legs