I hit the snooze at least five times
Alarm set to like 9 times
And every time my iPhone alarm go off my heart stops
I check the watch and check the clock
Goddamn time flies
Check twitter and Instagram time lines
A bunch of happy hashstags like #grindtime
Rise and shine, advise how I should be so happy I subscribe to my life, literally living in a white lie
Yippee yippee yippee I should be so happy I'm, in 2016 and not living in the past where I?
A brown person would be called colored but then I brought up conversations about race because the world is black and white
But that happened like literally yesterday
Race lately on some gang sh** like, "What's that you claim?"
Don't hesitate to be so meek and flacka? when I speak 'bout raza but then Mexicans the first ones f**in' hecklin' me
So everybody should have mixed babies
Black, white, brown, Asian, let's get Race-y
Mix it up a little in the name of future blurred colored lines to define people by what's inside everybody's skin's praline
And bi-racial, bi-partisan, bi-s**uals
Don't buy lies, buy organic vegetables
Buy them from a mexi tho, in a truck from Mexico
Americas obsessed with making everything so big except the clothes
Over s**ualized ma** media
Over exposed so bright you can't see enough
So no details, just females, being the shells of beings no substance so emotionally these teens are f**ed
And that's why everyone is like f** it all, life's a b**h
My brain need adderall, my heart don't quit
If I don't take it, I'm not in all?, and boredom hits
My ADD is to blame for all, the childish sh**
We're all walking contradictions, we're all attention deficit
But need all the attention that any 1 percent can get
We suffer from depression and then we try to lesson it by making all these Benjamins, and Jacksons, even Jeffersons
I swear that I'm even stuck in a cycle that's indefinite
I figured it all out like five years ago and ever since I b**hed about it every single morning in my bed and sh** and then my mother f**ing 5 minutes snooze time ends again