Verse One [Blaque Keyz]:
Some days are better than others
Sometimes I wish I could live my life from under these covers
Go the rest of my days never figuring out your puzzle
Because there we certain lines that we never connected to one another
And I can tell you ain't want nobody to blow your cover
So you did it to yourself hoping no one ever discovered
Until they found your body and boy I find it ironic
That you chose to free yourself now everybody got to suffer
Now we living a life none of us think we can handle
And now I see that watching mommy die was just a sample
Of the darkness in the family ain't talking to [?]
Cause I never thought your [?] was as terrible as it can be
But you was smart as a whip none of that slave sh**
Went underground for freedom but now you working that grave shift
Many camera late was it destined or was it fate
Or was it all part of the plan to make me step up to the plate
And I'm gonna knock it out the park, might even see a spark
Cause Ive been swinging with a bat thats about as heavy as my heart
You never gave me time to give a little advice
You should've taken a second instead of taking your life
Hiding in plain sight was living life behind a cloak
And only your sister noticed she could hear it when you spoke
And since you always wanted to help her open a salon
You left her 40,000 dollars but her heart was still broke
Her daughters father figure when he left you stepped in
Wanted to give her a better example of men
But you fell too deep in your thoughts where you just can't swim
But you gave up now she looking at you just like him
Thats about as real as it gets and I would k** for a switch
sh** cause this the kind of cut you can't heal with a stitch
Its too deep
About 100 people at your service
Most with the same blood but only family on the surface
And I wonder if they feel like me
We come together for d**h and not for any other purpose
And I ain't about to let your name die
Thats why I made this album, this will be your rebirth kid
I need to tell your story to somebody losing there balance
Looking over the ledge and second guessing there value
Let them know your [?] value of the price you think your worth is
As long as we are on Earth we are all serving a purpose
But a lot of times we don't know just what that is
Driving through this light sometimes we just lose the will to live
Look at your soul and take a second to search it
I need you to understand the gift that you were birth with
And I've been acting out like I rehearsed it
I was even popping molly thinking that sh** could reverse this
Im in the wrong place looking for the answers
Like why did I get this f**ed up family that I've been cursed with
But it can only get better from here
And so I wrote this letter in fear
That if I lose my way and needed someone to steer
That you would grab the wheel and say I got it from here
You let me know that everybody got a limit
I can't wait to have a dream and see you in it
And I'm sure that I'm going to see you in a minute
But I just just wish you could've heard this before you did it