[Hook: Paige IV]
So worried 'bout
What's going on in my house
To sort it out
Problems aside
How lucky are you and I
To be alive
[Verse 1: Smiles Again]
Life be like a circus and I be out of costume
Where forgetting what we value can often go and cost you
If I took my own advice just as much as I do give it
I wouldn't put a foot wrong with those whom I choose to kick it
Crazy I just fought with my girl for like an hour
Went to sleep without resolving it now I'm out the house
And all that I can think about is her tears I went and caused
'Cause I be stubborn and refused to come down off of my horse
The night before the same thing with my mum
Yeah we be shouting over something stupid that I'd had done
Or hadn't done, I'm not to sure we lost sight fight with one another
All I know is that I left without telling her I love her
Plus one of my closest and I we don't be talking
Much no more over some sh** that I felt was unimportant
But to him it meant a lot and me I couldn't see it
That's the price I pay for walking through life like I was sleeping
[Hook: Paige IV]
So worried 'bout
What's going on in my house
To sort it out
Problems aside
How lucky are you and I
To be alive
[Breakdown]
[Pre-Verse: Smiles Again]
Just a heads up, sh** is messed up we got to get a
Mop and bucket just to clean this mess up
An' that's a metaphor for all of us here living better
Yeah all together gotta get on up get out and get some
So here we go, so here we go
[Verse 2: Smiles Again]
I watch my housemate struggle with his addictions
He's a beautiful person but only he can fix him
'Cause he's the land lord of himself, he own the closet
So he could evict his monsters as soon as he chose he wanted
Lost my best friend who honestly felt more like a brother
Angels took him early so he no longer had to suffer
I went and wrote a song where I promised he would recover
I broke that promise, every day that be on my conscious
And I know you would forgive me
Said I know you would forgive me
Yeah I know you would forgive me
But still I feel…
I just want to stay on inside at home and close the curtains
The more molehills turn to mountains and snakes turn into serpents
In amongst the synagogues, mosques and all the churches
It's lonely being the only sane one up in the circus, I'm out
[Hook: Paige IV]
So worried 'bout
What's going on in my house
To sort it out
Problems aside
How lucky are you and I
To be alive
[Breakdown]
[Bridge: Paige IV]
Promise to be in the right, to never put you aside
Before I lose my way
I try not hurt you the way that my words do
By watching what I say
Promise to be in the right, and never put you aside
Before I lose my way
I try not hurt you the way that my words do
By watching what I say
[Hook: Paige IV]
So worried 'bout
What's going on in my house
To sort it out
Problems aside
How lucky are you and I
To be alive