Bloodied by the mind rape - cannot look back gotta fight back -
Revenge is bitter sweet -could have k**ed me but you scarred me instead -
Sleepless and disgusted - your eyes remind me of my faith -
Everytime that I find you I wake up and I find out it's too late
Wanting and needing you bleeding, not breathing
Your lying, deceiving, and cheating, is f**ing no more
Inside I am drowning - cannot wake up my dreams are drug induced -
Feel the devil in my veins it's laughing - it's tightening the noose -
Wholesome dreams of addiction cause friction - bad feelings good intent -
It's my demonic habit tastes like hell but it feels so heaven sent
Wanting and needing you bleeding, not breathing
Your lying, deceiving, and cheating, is f**ing no more
Breaking point can't take it sunrise sunset repeat
Watch the pa**ing of the time watch your world fill with deceit
All those nights I stayed alive with you have gone to naught
The half truth symphony starts to play as another lie is bought
Breakdown of the functions twisted visions of a long dead fantasy
Instant repercussions doesn't matter my words are fallacy
Bloodletting molesting and testing all signs pointing to (no)
All my sins surround me I love them and I'll never let them go
Taste my fears orgasmic and tragic your life smells like rain
Inside out you're dying denying these feelings of pain
Forgot who I used to be - I'm f**ing you for f**ing me
Hands bound and on your knees - cut out your eyes so you can't see
Break your legs so you can't leave - slit your throat so you can't breath
Who the f** is tapping me - woke me up f**ed up my dream
Everytime I come around slight