I know that he loves me
As I watch him leave
I'd do anything at all
To hear his voice call me
But now theres a shadow
Where once stood a beam
He's searching for colour
In a sepia scene
And the cold wind blows
Like my grip on a string
That I held so close now
He's not listening
He's not listening
But I can go out there
I can be someone else
We all have the power to
Do this sh** to ourselves
But in the quiet times
When nobody can see
I'm letting my thoughts get
Bigger than me
And the cold wind blows
And the spring never came
And I feel so sick to hear his name
Oh how he left me
Cos we went too far
I looked at my body
I learnt how to drive a car
I had my family
And I had my friends
But oh how I wanted to be with him again
And I know he's somewhere that he wants to be
And I only wish he wanted that with me
But I can run further than I could before
I can laugh louder
I can dance till I'm sore
Then in the morning I
I can do it again
I just have to keep moving
Don't ever stop moving
And all of this envy and all of this fear
Will just be a memory of this sh**ty year
And I'm so much older than I want to be
But there's so much more if I take it easy