[Verse 1]:
I was told
I would never be acceptable
Getting skeptical
Being the biggest spectacle
They looking at me like
Who the f** are you supposed to be
Even I didn't feel worth keeping
Now they treat me like a collectible, like
Who knew?
I've been from hell and back
Just when I felt relaxed
I hit another round of relapse
Life is a b**h
But I'm glad she keeps my conscience intact
Cause it's a sure thing
I'm bound to fall in these traps
f** that
I'm on another day
I'm on another dollar
Long as nothing's in my way
I won't have another problem
Only thing that got me anxious
Is the fear I might start balling
Cause when I drop the ball
I swear all my angels will have fallen
Look
I'm on a one-way guilt trip
If I cross swords
That's beef I go to the hilt with, real sh**
Just hope I live long enough
To tell this to my children
Cause in a city full of haters
It only takes a village
[Verse 2]:
Pros and cons
There's the good and there's the evil
Earning an honest dollar
Or doing something that's illegal
For the good of yourself
Or for the good of the people
Either build your reputation
Or just keep digging that fecal
Who said
Life was never complicated
Must've been rich as f**
But their worth was never compensated
I say life is a b**h
Sometimes she's a dominatrix
You can turn your back on her
But sometimes you gotta face it
Even though it's horrifying
Each sensation can be sacred
And though they glorify it
Each oversight can be like Satan
That's why I'm in control, Taking over
No more bullsh**, no more jokes
No more he said, she said, do this, do that
f** y'all I can't take no more
I'll keep earning my bread
Like I lived in the middle ages
Living for who I am
But most of y'all did away with
This ain't no fairy tale
But I'm a legend in the making
And while I'm on top of the world
This ain't over until I say it, b**h