[Intro: Heartsick]
You never know what life is untill you get back on the scene
All the things that you see is in a form of a dream
When you fall don't you ever forget to scream
Or else you shall forever be trapped in your sleep
[Verse 1: Heartsick]
Yo, i know that this life i live is tough, i still try to make it
I tackle every problems right from the basic
I never had to be complacent cos my mind is dynamic
Its been this way since the day i was tied to this planet
I try to correct the things that i wronged
And now i see after a dark night there's a brighter morn'
So on the first rays of the sun, i will be sitting in the breeze
And one day I'll tell my wife, I'll be there if she needs a shoulder to lean
I'm afraid that if i fail, what would i provide to my kids
In the shower when i think, down my spine there's a chill
So i work hard to to earn the money i need
So i can be focused on nothing except my baby and me
The things i did yesterday, don't mean a thing, so i don't keep going back
I'm just looking ahead and for those obstacles i plan
So know when the sun is setting over the seas
I've become the man i always expected to be
[Chorus: Heartsick]
You see, I'm determined to take everything to my grave
Everything i worked for so hard to make
You can't stop my flow, like you can't stop the rain
The rain
You see, I'm determined to take everything to my grave
Everything i worked for so hard to make
You can't stop my flow, like you can't stop the rain
The rain
[Verse 2: Heartsick]
Everday the story i write is pretty much the same
Only the chapter changes but barely you change the page
For the people who know me, I'm clearly insane
For i talk about wars and automatics, but i never follow that game
If I'm a friend i will be a friend till you die
And my family i always keep them in my sight
And I've complained about my music, and the records i sell
But, regardless, I've done it without a second of help
I don't survive to prove something to someone else
'cos the things i do today, will define myself
And come tomorrow i dont want to look back on this day
And wondered what would have happened if i had took a different way
So, this life is a process , so that's why i rap
'cos the pain is a part, and it helps me forget that
And when i see the pencil, i let my thoughts unlock
And on the sheets my memories fire like a Glock
[Chorus: Heartsick]
You see, I'm determined to take everything to my grave
Everything i worked for so hard to make
You can't stop my flow, like you can't stop the rain
The rain
You see, I'm determined to take everything to my grave
Everything i worked for so hard to make
You can't stop my flow, like you can't stop the rain
The rain
[Verse 3: Heartsick]
I'm not Marshall, Curtis, Vinnie or Jay
I'm just a kid, expressing my thoughts in a different way
I love music, an addiction it's my nautral high
When I'm in it, I'm happy, I'm just a natural guy
I've faced friends good bad and, who are wicked as hell
I've would have given them priority and loving as well
Yo, i have feelings. Yeah! I'm not just a face
That you can open up your mouth about, and talk about me
All i tell is don't be nervous about the things as they come
Just relax, if you are relaxed you've already won
Give yourself a chance to do whatever you like
If its sports its sports, if you write, then you write
And for my baby, i just want to buy her the world
Lace her up with them white diamonds and pearls
And i know today i've corrected all my wrongs
'cos it's a bright new morning, the day after the storm
[Chorus: Heartsick]
You see, I'm determined to take everything to my grave
Everything i worked for so hard to make
You can't stop my flow, like you can't stop the rain
The rain
You see, I'm determined to take everything to my grave
Everything i worked for so hard to make
You can't stop my flow, like you can't stop the rain
The rain
[Outro: Heartsick]
You never know what life is untill you get back on the scene
All the things that you see is in a form of a dream
When you fall don't you ever forget to scream
Or else you shall forever be trapped in your sleep