I'm in the middle of a big frustration I'll do anything to just bring it down You know I never needed any conversation I mean, I'll take anything to bring me around I'm beside myself like I'm someone else That is living in the back of my mind Every day I see what I cannot be Loneliness has got to leave me behind Don't do anything for me That I ain't what I've got to be And I'm here again Down in the bitter end That's a place I cannot hide
And it's eating me inside And I'm here again Down in the bitter end I'm in the middle of a big-time nightmare And the voice of reason is lying to me It seems I never need to be the big-time winner And the way I got here is so easy to see It's a big mistake but I've got to take Everything that is coming my way It's so easy now but I don't know how I can make it through the end of the day