Intro:
Turn my headphones up a little bit
Yeah
Verse 1:
I got haters who can hate though
Do I care about you? um that's a no-no
f** all the fake n***as who low-key hate me
Shout out to my real Gs Keelum and Hayley
Also Leon and Liam your my Bros
Day 1 who I can trust from the get-go
I know who's real and whos foe's
You watch and learn who stays and who come and goes,uh
I've been sober for a nearly a month now
Yeah it helps being off the yay now
More bored than I ever was now
But the thoughts keep coming in and Ill go mad for it in time
Verse 2:
I just gotta think about the grind
Gonna get back to work and get those dollar signs
If I could go back to my life and could rewind
I probably stay all over again as I mess up all the time
I feel lonely most of time of my life
I always contemplate if I ever get a wife
I'm too shy and unless I have a drink in my hand
My self esteem too low to get me some head
I'm stressed out from the moment I get out of the bed
I know the weed helps but I dont even think about the ched
I pop up to the b**hes on the social apps
But they don't bother holding a convo or reply back
I hate looking though my phone though
Get like 1 or 2 texts a day though
Just remember people don't give a sh**
They come and get what they want from you then leave quick
I swear if I was a violent man Ill be getting nicked
Probably do the time for all this bad sh**
But I'm not brought up for the stupid sh**
But I keep to myself and keep clean and have a good wit
Verse 3:
f** you for judging me about my past
If you were homeless you probably wouldn't last
Some of yous speak up as yous not in the wrong
It's a long story but it will take too long
Point is you guys are f**ing mongs
I was a kid back then but now I'm adult man now
Just because I was immature then doesn't mean i'm immature now
When you were pregnant you didn't know who the dad was
You was f**ing and s**ing n***as until you had enough
You really need to start acting up
I'd say thats worse then allegedly being two face
I wasn't being fake i was sticking with truth
But people that I spoke to
It seems to get misconstrued on the loose
This is why I don't stick close to a crowd
There's always fake male or female spreading sh** around
This is why I keep to myself now
I keep on my own right now
Be independent and keep myself safe now
This is what i do
Yeah!