Wide awake, I'm staring in the dark
and I tear my thoughts apart
but not a single thing will change
For I know and I've known from he start
that what pushed me hard so far
was the worst of all mistakes
Why do I continue this fight
without a reason?
I feel like I'm losing my mind
closed in a prison of lies
Many times I tried to explain
but I knew I couldn't be hard
I was dumb and you were deaf
I choked my will to please your blame
I put myself in chains
heavier, heavier day after day
Why do I continue this fight
without a reason?
I feel like I'm losing my mind
closed in a prison
Why do I continue this fight
without a reason?
I feel like I'm losing my mind
closed in a prison of lies
Without a reason
without a reason