Stained
And afraid that this will never go away
Engulfed inside a blaze of memories
And the strain of digging holes
Is beginning to take it toll
Awake
And sober for the first time in awhile
I can almost find the courage here to smile
But i remember everything
And all the hiding that it brings
No, there's not gonna be a bitter end
My enemies will soon become my friends
That's just the way it is
Drop me down into the hole again
Strange haze
I, I am stained
Who needs me
I am just a voice
Believe me trying to avoid
Unleash me
Believe me
time will leave its scars
Unleash me
Release me
Stained
And looking for a way out of this mess
The feelings and the truth hard to confess
But you see the cycle now
So I guess you have me figured out
No, there's not gonna be a bitter end
My rivalries will soon become my friends
It's just the way that I am
Spin me 'round one more time again.
Strange haze
I, I am stained
Who needs me
I am just a voice
Believe me trying to avoid
Unleash me
Release me
Time will leave its stains
Who needs me
Release me
if you love something you set it free
I planned my own demise
Through my selfish cries
The feelings that you hold
These truths are untold
No place for this
I cannot be pissed
I can only cry these hurtful lies
You show me down and I'll wait in front
I'll stand up and take it.
Fed up, fed up, fed up
Fed up, fed up, fed up
Fed up, fed up, fed up
Fed up, fed up, so fed up
Fed up, fed up, so fed up
Fed up, fed up, so fed up
Fed up, fed up
Fed up, fed up, just fed up
Fed up, fed up, just shut up
Fed up, fed up, so fed up
Fed up, fed up
Who needs me
I am just a voice
Believe me trying to avoid
Believe me
Who needs me
Time will leave it's stains
Unleash me
Release me