[Verse 1]
I lived life different
Old friends left my side
"Should've said no
But you brought her inside."
Yeah, I let her in
But she's stuck in my mind
"Why invite her
If she's been in love with two other guys?"
I don't know
I love her
Maybe this was meant to be
I'm an idiot
For thinking it was destiny
Fell in, Climbed out
Love and Lust are both of my enemies
Turn pages
The papers are blank
Story time's over
I don't feel anythang
Dang
I really lost who I was before
My eyes are sore
But I promise I try
Awake for 4 days
I don't even say hi
Friends dust me
And I promise I cry
Every single night
It's a problem inside
Even if I'm rogue
I promised I tried