He slipped on his stone face and stepped out the door Without a sunset or a train track to guide him He drifted down the road towards Texas I'm told With that split seam in his coat like Benedict Arnold The city that he left behind wouldn't change much they said Just a little more air for those remaining He was never good at facing up to his enemies So they always got the best of him even in his victories The leaves turn from green to brown or else they go from green to gold From green to gold depending On the light that marries anyone willing to shackle to the sun And give a fading thing a little dignity It was in this season of decay or waiting out the new ice age That he put his hands in his pockets and just stopped The cops came out and busted him for standing in the intersection And took him to the hospital to be forgotten Like a thief who got caught in the shadows And chased out into the rain You check around to see what's missing Because you know you'll never see him again Well he threw down for love and he stuck around for change But then he threw it all away in a flash It don't matter which is worse be it hunger or thirst It's a curse to feel more than you can grasp He was conscious of the shifting ground beneath his feet So he found somewhere else he could go outside him His body remained we had given it a name But nobody knew where he was hiding It's easy to get confused when the wind changes tunes And the birds begin to blend with the sky
But it's funny how fast a heart can beat when your face turns white as a sheet And your brain starts building walls on the inside But some things you can't let in all if they get inside you're bound to fall Though it's not the falling so much as not knowing what you're leaving And I wouldn't know if it weren't for him or for that river others swim Lost between the end and the beginning Like a thief who got caught in the shadows And chased out into the rain You check around to see what's missing Because you know you'll never see him again All the paralyzed poets grieve with all the ink their hearts bleed Whenever they encounter a tragedy They rage against the dying of the light pound their livers all night And all for humanity While the clowns put on make-up and the priest wears a black robe To smother our little explosions They give us illusions made of smoke and mirrors When we're starving for reasons to keep on burning Now I've been wandering the plane with the weather in my veins Keeping one foot north of the wind To keep it all from freezing I walk the cold streets With armor stretched over my skin And I sing my songs for an old friend For yesterday tomorrow and in between And I'll forgive him for cutting himself loose While I hold on to everything Like a thief who got caught in the shadows And chased out into the rain You check around to see what's missing Because you know you'll never see him again