[Verse 1: B.g. Bene]
If I could tell you how I've been
Overthink everything till then
All the chances I keep missing
Everything seems so crowded in my head
So please, yeah listen
See I ain't tryna tidy up the whole thing at once
I'm just trying hard to get the dirt up off my shoulder
Come one step closer
Cause I don't know about my life
I'm at a point, where I'd rather just blow up inside
And leave my whole outside
Everything feels kind of paradox
I've been looking for you so I can't explain
Why I'm hiding from you
Just so many questions remain why
Why I'll probably never overcome it and give it a try
Yeah please tell me why man?
[Verse 2: B.g. Bene]
Moving forward though always looking back, man
I try to turn my head, but always in regret, man
I try to spell it out, put it on a piece of paper
I'm fighting with myself, my soul is like an endless string
I can't get a hold of, really I'm imploding
This song should've been about coping
I'm fighting through screens just to get open
But at the end of the day my energy's just wasted
I came this close to just tasting
How life could've been in it's awakening
So close but until then…
I came to find you, but I only saw you from the outside
My perspective is neglected by my perception
sh**, I guess that's the attraction
If we ever take a walk someday…
I'ma show you how I feel…