[Chorus]
The reflection of my face, some wouldn't even recognize
Or who put me in this place, I wouldn't even recognize
Time has been so cruel, I could've blamed me but I blame you
I do…
[Sik World]
Lately I feel lost, tell me if you find me
It's hard to put the past behind me
When my mind just sits there and keeps reminding
Me of all the bullsh** that I kept inside me
I'm not lying when I tell you I feel like I'm lost
It just feels like I trapped in my thoughts
I just sit there and think, and I think, and I think
And I think and I think, I lost it all
I am at home, I got back against the wall
I feel hella alone I got no one to call
And I'm still on my own because no ones involved
Tell me where do I go when everything falls
Damn... I guess that's why I'm making this song...
I just sit and reflect on every single thing that went wrong...
My best friend, he turned out to be a fake
The real definition of becoming a snake
And I lost my girl to and that was my mistake
I put music above her and it took her place
And she's the one I love and my heart it just breaks
Because now I'm alone, there's no girl to replace
See I tried to re-date, but it's always a waste
Ever since she left nothing's ever been the same
Lately it feels like I just been wilding out
There to many things that I'm finding out
And my pa**ion has been slowly dying out
And I'm still in a whole and Climbing out
Just to stumble over, but I'm trying out
Lost my composure, so I write it out
I'm feeling depressed and I'm hiding out
I think that's why I'm crying out, That
[Chorus]
The reflection of my face, some wouldn't even recognize
Or who put me in this place, I wouldn't even recognize
Time has been so cruel, I could've blamed me but I blame you
I do…
[Sik World]
I guess I'm to blame, can't lie to me
Walk in the room and they start eyeing me
Feeling overwhelmed with my anxiety
So I stay to myself and I overthink quietly
I stare in the mirror and I vent there alone...
You say you been there when I'm on my own
You say you'll be there when I know you won't
And you say you love me when I know you don't!
I swear this depression isn't a muthaf**in joke!
Anxiety to - I deal with them both
I been loosing faith and my hope
Still haven't found a way I can cope
Yeah…I think loving myself is the very thing that I need to do most…
Cause… I lost everyone else that I thought I would always keep close…
And to think, i gave you all that I can
You took advantage of me and then ran
I made you who you are now I ask
Why would you flip on me I don't understand
Told myself never again, never reach out for a hand
Never put trust in a friend, never give up where you stand
I gave everybody a chance just to see we didn't last
Nothing that I been doing has been I panning out
I'm suffering and you stand around
And falling so f**ing hard I could smash the ground
Wishin' that I could have my mom and dad around
Anxiety got the best of me and I'm spazzing out
Exhausted so much I feel like just pa**ing out
I wanted fame, you can have it now...
Because I ain't the same you can ask around…kuz
[Chorus]
The reflection of my face, some wouldn't even recognize
Or who put me in this place, I wouldn't even recognize
Time has been so cruel, I could've blamed me but I blame you
I do…