Alone in rumination
Malice on the rise
Conjuring phantoms
That physically defile
My skull now a cage
And I’m begging for release
It cuts like knives down deep
Misdirection is
Salvation from the void
And the automatic agony
That has left me all but destroyed
The fascination in me is fulfilled
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So if d**h won’t k** me, then I will
Like an ever flowing stream
From which ill never elude
I have seen depths within me
I have drowned in solitude
Why must I be punished?
Why must I be this ill?
If d**h won’t k** me, then I will
Please tell now I must have felt
All the agony I should have been dealt
I never chose this life
And I was never forewarned
Of the wasteful flaw that biology
Hatched inside me to burn
My patience is lost, peace will never be fulfilled
If d**h won’t k** me, then I will