[Verse 1: Taylor James]
I hope you know that I love you when you hear this song
They say right before the storm you can feel the calm
Leaving's hard, if we're strong, then we'll carry on
I've reached my darkest hours, I don't wanna see the dawn
It's time to make decisions, the sh** that you did's forgiven
To be real with you I'm missing the days I shut up and listened
I wish I gave you more attention, I put you in tough positions
In the midst of all this tension, lets forget it, I was trippin'
I was sipping fifths of liquor when we were bickering and arguing
Girl, you made it hard to win, you'd kiss my lips, it'd always end
Past the clouds my stars are dim, she disappeared, don't see her now
I put the blame upon myself, she built me up, I tore me down
To my divulsion as I punched the combination code in
Her vault won't open, my heart is closing, I let her hold it
If I could go back to that moment, you know I'd treasure what was golden
I'm barely coping, but still, I keep on hoping
My love's more powerful than all the waves in all the oceans
I've lost my raft and I'm floating
But no matter where I'm going it's for sure I'm going straight to her
I swear my life on this like witnesses do with the spoken word
And that right there is some of the realest sh** that she's ever heard
The day I see her face again will be the day that I will learn my lesson
She's my blessing, no question
My depression ain't present when she is present
From entrance to evanescence, her essence was from the heavens
I watched her off, she ascended
When will stop pretending love's always got happy endings, huh?
She's my best friend, she's my only love
When push comes to shove, I say she's from above
I miss her soft voice, I miss those pretty eyes
I miss her warm kiss, I miss her gorgeous smile
I don't wanna say goodbye to the one I love
It's getting hard to rise, she was my moon and sun
Well now look what I've done, I heard there's someone else
I hope he makes her laugh and lets my baby be herself
I think I need some help so come and talk me off this ledge
If I don't have my other half, then that is that, I'm good as dead
I think that i might lose my head cause i know there's no there
At night I'm going to bed and lying next to the ghost of her
What is there to do? Lately, I don't have a clue
Maybe you don't need me, but baby, I need you