[Verse 1]
Every day's the same
Can't get out of bed
Crazy thoughts are rushing in my head
I said I'd never take my life
But I had the knife
And I'm like "f** it, let me
Shift away my life of lies"
So I sniffed and cried
Dealing with my problems
Which are on the rise like the crime in Tottenham
Then I seat in my zone
Then I feel better alone
On my Jack-Dones
Trying to find a way out of this world
No-one Knows how I feel deep down inside
Many nights I've cried, nobody around me to confide in
And no-one can identify with what I'm really fighting
It's bigger than the drug related problem I'm hiding
[Hook]
So I looked inside something then cried
'You're not a kid no more, kiss your kidulthood goodnight'
So I didn't cry and then when I opened up my eyes Adulthood was waiting for me, arms open wide
'Now you've waited for days
These people could be out of here so quickly, this city takes you in here so quickly, open arms and call you
[Verse 2]
So im Sitting On This Chair
Battling myself
Phone to my ear
But it goes to voicemail
Lips start to quiver
My face says help
As my eyes turn red
And then begin to swell
I leave a little message
Kinda spilling out my heart
But I word it when I come across like "I don't give a f**"
And its such a bait Life
But I do it on the sly
And I end it like
'Call me if you want 'Kay bye'
Practice sitting on my Jet Jones
Lighting up a cigarette
And then tears start to flow
Coke on the table, like no kick it over, Rah! and this is how my life's supposed to go
[Hook]
So I looked inside something then cried
'You're not a kid no more, kiss your kidulthood goodnight'
So I didn't cry and then when I opened up my eyes Adulthood was waiting for me, arms open wide
Now you've waited for days
These people could be out of here so quickly, it creeps you up so quickly, this city takes you in here so quickly, open arms and call you and holds you
[Verse 3]
So What's it goin' to take for me to turn my life around?
Take my finger out of my arse
And finally sort it out
I just need someone to help me up
When I fall down
And help me when I'm on my knees
And lift me off the ground (ground, ground, ground)
I'm just looking for a way out
To the point I'm never looking back And I'll stay out
No longer wishing I could trade places for a day out, in another man's shoes
Cause I hate my life day out
So it's now or never
Give-up buddy and go and get her
Thats out to better me than instead of being like whatever
I hate to admit it, but I can't be like this forever, man
I really wanna change
It's time to get my life together
[Hook]
So I looked inside something then cried
'You're not a kid no more, kiss your kidulthood goodnight'
So I didn't cry and then when I opened up my eyes Adulthood was waiting for me, arms open wide
Now you've waited for days
These people could be out of here so quickly, it creeps you up so quickly, this city takes you in here so quickly, open arms and call you and holds you