[Talking]
sh**, sometimes man, a n***a be contemplating
Yo, living in f**in' hell, n***a die, might be better
[Verse 1]
Walk through the shadow of d**h, my dick out pissing
Rebel, laughing at the devil, homicidal threats
Only if he knew, I wanna lie cold, who the f** wanna die old
On this miserable earth, forever, put me in dirt
It's better then living searchin treasure
That only brings atrocity, and treachery, baby mothers stressing me
Ain't no hope left in me
Live everyday like it's my last
Waitin' to meet my n***as that pa**ed
At last I could meet Christ, ask him why the f** you died on the cross
Gere these stupid motherf**ers, they still lost
I'll ask Malcolm, see what it was like to fight for civil rights
And nights he thought he would die, what did he do
Did he grab his gun and a bust shot?
Get on my knees praise Big and go f** with 'Pac
Find out did he really take 5 shots
Ask him, who shot ya, was it the Feds?
Couldn't have been Big Poppa, Brooklyn n***as ain't bred
Like that, ask Martin, why the f** you ain't fight back
CHORUS(3X)
If you had a choice,life or d**h
What would you choose
If you had a choice
[Verse 2]
Life ain't real its a dream we see tomorrow
Reality, sh** that's pain and sorrow
Reality, disaster beat breaks
A little girl up in the projects gettin raped
Reality's a n***a gettin rock shot 41 times
And you askin why I run from one time
I don't even get justice
n***a sometimes, no times, oh I'm bout to lose my mind
Reality's f**ed up, like a hard workin mother, losing her job
The battle of good and evil
Like the devil, ain't losing for god, we on lucifer's squad
Not knowing what the f** it all mean
I can't even, get a can of sardines
n***as driving bentley's, burning money, I'm yearnin money
Taking your sh**, I'm earning money
Yet you call me a thief I call me a broke n***a trying to eat
On this earth suffering, why its like that
Guess we the punished, blame Adam and Eve
CHORUS (3X)
If you had a choice
[Verse 3]
Hold your latex, from nuns I take s**
Play chess, with the devil from the sky
Like rain shells drop immune to this cold world's sorrow
Beyond shell shock, can't you tell pop, I need some help ox
See them meadow officers watchin' myself rot
Ice pick and cell blocks
Hope the 12 stop on the highway to hell, switchin lanes
n***as that know, what I mean to suffer and struggle in the gutter
Slice birthday cakes with box cutters
I did not stutter, you heard me this is utter, reality
Observe me, on a journey puttin n***as on gurneys till I meet my maker
In the name of Amadu Diallo, f** Guiliani and Howard Seiffler!!! c'mon
CHORUS (3X)
If you had a choice