Why don't you try pulling apart my world?
Break it away so neat
Do what the disease could never accomplish
Amputate my brain nice and neat
I'm just another fool lost in myself
Afraid of what's in heaven
I know what's in hell
I've lived there for years
I've got to live with myself
I can't afford my dreams
I've got to live with myself
I've got to ignore these dreams
And I'll try real hard not to k** myself
I'll try real hard not to k** myself
It's growing in my head like a little reminder
Of something really obscene
Something like what is in my nasty dreams
To reach my goal I reach my deception
It's a labor of love
But the job isn't finished'
I've got to shed some blood
I've got to live with myself
I can't afford my dreams
I've got to live with myself
I've got to ignore these dreams
And I'll try real hard not to k** myself
I'll try real hard not to k** myself