[Verse 1] - Aonair
I don't know man, I feel like I'm crashing
And this is just punishment for all of my actions
Well the fact I now see it all backwards
And my lust for alcohol is now totally mastered
I just feel like I enjoy it too much
And I don't wanna see the same damn story come up
I've been there before and I've witnessed consequences
This time I shouldn't be the kid a mom forgets of
Cause there's something so great in my life
And she's the one that I can hold and I'll whisper goodnight to
But that just won't happen
Each sip of this sh** builds the cage that I'm trapped in
But, you saw, I was having some fun
Why do I feel like this life is the one?
That I should hold until I'm old
And I cherish all of it's gold
But I know how this story is told
I feel way to good to feel alright
But I couldn't let go of my drink tonight
Now it feels like I'm hurting my love
With it all in my system I'm sturdy enough
The feeling of me crashing may be learning it tough
I don't wanna be him, maybe I worry too much
That someday that i'll just do it to release my inhibitions
It may come quicker with my predisposition
But I don't wanna grow up like him
Alone with his regrets and a bottle of gin
This stuff has really take control of my mind
So why can't I help but hold on to this tight?
I'm really really sorry that I broke down in tears
It's because I don't think I can handle my fears
It's the bottle I lust, she's the one that I love
But with both, I'll only come out with my cup
[Verse 2] - Sohum Mansukhani
No no teej you've got it all wrong
You haven't even really been drinking that long
And don't even think that you'll be the same me
That he was you got the power to change, damn
Plus you still love him very much
You learned from his past and won't f** it up
You gotta listen and you gotta understand
Having fun doesn't mean you'll be the same man
[Verse 3] - Conscience
You can't listen to him
You had it right earlier don't give in to him
You're in the zone, and you're not alone
The substance is enough to make you feel at home
I got you in my clutches and you mustn't
Try to break free I know that you love this
That may mean that you give up the girl
But I'm the best therapy you'll find in the world
Verse 4
I'm so glad that you're here for me
And with everything you said you make my fears discreet
I feel as though that I could depend on you
I'm thankful that today I have a friend in you
Next time that I need an escape
I'll come to you for help to make it all go away
This is what I really want and you have me feeling satisfied
And your reasoning is truthful, plus it's ratified
And I'm glad to find that this all is magnified
To an*lyze all my interests being stratified
And what you said can be found at the top
Of the hierarchy, know that it won't ever drop
I can come to your side in a time of need
And one dose of your help keeps my mind at peace
And it's a good thing I have close enough in my circle
I'll never give you up and know that Ill never hurt you, again
[Outro]
I'll never hurt you, I'll never hurt you, I'll never hurt you, no
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