Look at me now
I've got everything a man could ever need
But I'm not like other men no
I'm not like all those animals
Sweating out there in the street
Just look at this belt, this gold
It represents greatness or so I'm told
But to me it's a possession
And I don't want a possession
Last night I couldn't sleep to save my life
So I opened up the medicine cabinet
And downed what I could reach
And today I woke up
New
When I was twelve years old one night
My mom's boyfriend came around
And I heard him drinking and laughing
And the cold hard slap of the floor
As my mother hit the ground
When I came out the next day
Most of our sh** had been taken away
Possessions make you a target
And I don't want to be a target
So I'll take this and dissolve it to a vapor
Open up my pores and take this
Thing inside my body
And if you ever want it
Back
You gotta drag me dead behind you