Am I lost
In my mind?
Reaching out
To the deaf and blind
Hitting my head
Against the wall
Till I start bleeding
What is this body?
Is this a curse?
Tell me what's the meaning
Deadly d** to ease the pain -
I'm worried it's just temporary
I am lost in denial
Who am I to deny
All of this pain?
Feeling so empty
I'm fading away
Staring at brick walls
I've been searching for my shadow
I've been pulling my hairs out
Burn me with boiling water
What is this body?
Is this a curse?
Tell me what's the meaning
I'll make this bed
It's where I lay
Convincing myself I'm okay
I'm not okay
Who am I to deny
All of this pain?
Feeling so empty
I'm fading away. X2
Staring at brick walls
I've been searching for my shadow
I've been pulling my hairs out
Burn me with boiling water
What is this body?
Is this a curse?
Tell me what's the meaning
I'm lost in denial
I'm lost in denial
And I can't find
My way out of my thoughts
Save me now
Who am I to deny
All of this pain?
Feeling so empty
I'm fading away
I'm fading away