Can't you see I've fought for this
I'm falling apart
These words I scream
These words won't scar
You don't know how it feels
With bloodstained hands
I've lost myself
For you
I've given up on all that's close to me
How do you even sleep at night
But this is what I am
This is where I go to keep myself alive
Bury your beliefs in me
I clinch my eyes in denial again
How expendable am I
Through my weakest days…
I was blind
There's scars your eyes can't see
Buried deep within all of us
Forced into facing something
I'm not
I've given up on all that's close to me
How do you even sleep at night
But this is what I am
This is where I go to keep myself alive
I've given up on all that's close to me
How do you even sleep at night
Well this is where I go, this is what I am
What I am
I've given up on all that's close to me
Oh yeah
This is where I go, this is what I am
What I am
I've given up on all that's close to me
How do you even sleep at night
But this is what I am
This is where I go to keep myself alive
I've given up on all that's close to me
How do you even sleep at night
Well this is where I go, this is what I am
What I am
How do you even sleep at night
I've given up
I've given up
I've given up
I've given up
I've given up
I've given up
On all that's close to me