[Verse 1: Solo]
Let this be the realest thing I ever wrote
This ain't a antidote
It's just a couple notes
To clear my throat
Speak on all the moments
I was close to going ghost
Holding closely mostly only those
Who pushed me out the door
Lemme overdose
To meet my folks
The ones who couldn't cope
Or let me float into the atmosphere
And overlook the coast
Or lemme float into the ocean
Bloated egos blow ya dome
I miss when times were rough
But I could smile I had a little hope
[Hook: Solo]
I could run a mile it'd take it's toll
Lemme know if everything you said to me
Was really gold
Destroy my trust
Love listens more than lust
[Verse 2: Solo]
Lemme talk about the facts of sh** thats going on
The acts of former brothers couldn't talk
Behind my back you really act
Like I don't live and die for rap
The aftermath of talking trash
Will always trickle back
Handle that
This is sad
Biting styles
Who did that
This all authentic representing
Bleed my bars
Into the pencil
You think I'm flexing then you mental
This music is sh** is stressful
To the coffin I be blessed
To get some offers
[Hook]
[Verse 3: Solo]
I've had enough man it's really over
Not a moment where I thought
I'd have to look over my shoulder
Yet the knife was always getting closer
Should've known that you'd throw
Everything I tried to grow on my own
Search my soul just to make this music blow
Sometimes n***as promise you dough
I got more than those
This was a home
Pillow talking on the phone
Just to cut her off and go
You showed me colors I ain't even know
But f** depression
I'm just booking shows and ducking chromes
Love listens more than lust
[Hook]