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[Verse 1: Sevin]
Jesus i'm bleeding internally
I need to brush the hem of your garments
Healing's in your touch
And within I've been tarnished
Condemned apartments where I spend an enormous
Amount of time trying to find an end to the carnage
My heart is suspended in darkness
I'm a lonely child
Cuz for a while my only friend's been a carca**
Heartless murder is like the scent of a garden
So I know I'll find d**h on my end of the harvest
Don't be surprised if I
Pause to dry my eyes cuz I cry at the end of these comments
The walls is closing in to be honest
Thoughts of suicide just so I could put a end to the nonsense
They think I'm just rapping these words
Oblivious to the fact that I am actually hurt
You think distress is a act to a perp?
n***a sometimes I sit and pray for d**h
In the back of the church
Yeah
This is the highway to hell and just a crazy ride
My life's an empty shell since my baby died
And I'd rather see a cell than have a shady bride
So lately I get intoxicated and pray to God
Please believe me when I say that I don't pray for money
Anything that pleases me Lord You can take it from me
Cause I'm just trying to be closer to you
Instead of only finding hope sniffing coke with a brew
But that's what the hopeless will do
Constantly worried about being buried
So I can't refocus my view
These little kids don't wanna go to the school
They wanna sell dope
Cause when you broke nobody notices you
I crack the book and just vibe with a song
If I look to see the light then tonight I'ma survive to the dawn
These n***as write but they lie in they songs
You ain't never seen fright until you had somebody die in your arms
Believe it
[Hook: Uncredited Singer]
My heart is torn apart
My soul's the deepest space
I'm so empty inside
They say that I should seek Your face
I can't run full of fear
I can't escape my past
Every time I look in the mirror
I just wanna break the gla**
[Verse 2: Sevin]
My whole life I just bathe in regret
Since I gave into s**
First time I had to spray for the set
First time selling d** I had an eighth on deck
First time I fell in love was shellin' slugs in a straight arm tech
And now I gotta pay my respect
So many slangers in debt
It's like I'm living in the city of betrayal and yes
Lil' dayday off his rep in the street
Repped for a week
When I found out that his boys stabbed him to d**h in his sleep
Then Marcus took them bucks to the shirt
Took us three hours to clean his guts off the turf
I send my prayers up to heaven and I take it in stride
When they shake and they die
Try not to pry for the sake of my pride
I would if I could bottle my tears
I've spent a lot of my years
Weepin' for dead peers
Poured out a lot of my beers
We seen lot of letters from jail
I'm bout as happy as a n***a wit a sweater in hell
These other seekers that you never should tail
I gotta fight until I'm dead or in jail
I'm at the cliff and I'm leaning on the edge of the rail
I'm often quiet but sometimes it feels better to yell
I search for pleasure and fail
[Hook: Uncredited Singer]
My heart is torn apart
My soul's the deepest space
I'm so empty inside
They say that I should seek Your face
I can't run full of fear
I can't escape my past
Every time I look in the mirror
I just wanna break the gla**