[Verse 1]
Lie enough to try to convince me of your plans
All these people asking questions
Of why all the sudden distance
And I can't find enough words to spit into your face
To suffice all my dues
[Chorus]
Is it so hard to just take me as I am?
Why is it a contest of who shall take your hand?
I deserve to abandon this toxicness
But you still intoxicate me hastily trying to forget
[Verse 2]
I want to know what you think inside that head
Since the days you lost your relevance
And traded it instead for new friends
And trends that you wanted so bad
But you got what you were looking for
So now say that you're glad
[Chorus]
Is it so hard to just take me as I am?
Why is it a contest of who shall take your hand?
I deserve to abandon this toxicness
But you still intoxicate me hastily trying to forget
[Bridge]
All the times running to confide in him
It doesn't make a difference because I know what I did
Forget all the times running to confide in him
It never made a difference because I know what I did
Forget all the times running to confide in him
Forget all those times
It never made a difference
[Chorus]
Is it so hard to just take me as I am?
Why is it a contest of who shall take your hand?
I deserve to abandon this toxicness
But you still intoxicate me hastily trying to forget
Is it so hard to just take me as I am?
Always a contest of who shall take your hand?
I deserve to abandon this toxicness
But you're so intoxicating, making this harder to forget