Render me useless
I'm a shell of who I used to be
And I struggle to make sense
Over why my life is so f**ing empty
Nothing to say, nothing to give
Cause every time I push myself to relate
I'm reminded of why I never bothered in the first place
All this time I thought I needed help (needed help)
All I needed was to help myself (help myself)
Quick to point the finger and reflect the blame
Sorry if i ever came across as vain
I never took the time to see what life gave me
I f**ing hate myself, I was so blind
Nothing worth doing is ever easy
So why can't i make up my mind?
Erase me, block me out
Why would anyone believe the sh** that comes out of my mouth?
Sometimes i just want to run away
But what kind of person would that make me?
Faking a smile only goes so far
When you don't believe in the person you are
It doesn't matter how hard you try
Just give up, you'll never be happy