[Verse One] [Reks]:
Peace of mind, tryna find, I done been through the B.S
You see Reks, you see stress, I ain't lyin'
But times spent gettin' bent, secrets I've tried to keep under wraps
It always seep into Reks
Yes to that I gotta say acts of crime I committed, ain't been comfortable with it
Wifey find numbers, couldn't admit it, so I hid it
Get over, been done with it, ain't been sober a minute
Anger management, I need it, I be screamin' when it's cause for chill
And even grills from the block cause chills
Had to learn hand sk**s at an early age
Tears I put upon page
Papi went to the grave, thought I was headed next
Mimic his ways, check
From minimum wage so I would hit the malls
Five finger discounted it all
My dawgs told me I was ignorant and it's suppose to be the mirror's image
We see the truth, but me? I'm too distance
See for instance
I can't get close to most who show love
Gotta have control of, the operation
Operation: Shut Down Friendship
And I'm to blame when sh** go astray
So they say
So I stay
Searchin' for an inside cure
I'm still insecure
Not to insult your
sh**, but my sh**
Built with an ego
Here go, I go too far
It's these demon's y'all
[Scratch Chorus]:
"Yeah, head crack head crack" - Brand Nubian 'Slow Down'
"It's f**ed up when your mind playin' tricks on ya" - Geto Boys 'Mind Playin Tricks On Me'
"Yeah, head crack head crack"
"At war with them inner demons, it's goin' down" - Method Man 'Perfect World'
"Yeah, head crack head crack"
"It's f**ed up when your mind playin' tricks on ya"
"Yeah, head crack head crack"
"At war with them inner demons, it's goin' down"
[Verse Two] [Why-D]:
I was dropped on this earth in the blistering cold
And I stopped being a kid when I was six years old
Developing suicidal tendencies
With a mind full of painful childhood memories
No pops to my crib, I was left on my own
A lonely child with barely flesh on my bones
I fell in love with alcohol at an early age
And gettin' high and skippin' school was an early phase
I still struggle to this day to keep my self afloat
I just woke up from a heavy night of alcohol
I lose control when I start drinkin'
Cause when I start drinkin', that's when I stop thinkin'
Suppressed emotions combines with aggression
That part of me is a sign of depression
I got a blackout from three o'clock til about five
And how the f** did I get this black eye?
This alcohol got the best of me
Cause every time I'm drunk it's like I'm switchin' up identity
I fell down some stairs and I think one of my ribs broke
And every time I'm drunk I always feel the urge to ***** ****
I gotta get a grip man, I gotta stay sober
And fix up my life before it's over
So if I did you wrong, take it how you want it
I got demons deep inside that has yet to be confronted
[Scratch Chorus]:
"Yeah, head crack head crack"
"It's f**ed up when your mind playin' tricks on ya"
"Yeah, head crack head crack"
"At war with them inner demons, it's goin' down"
"Yeah, head crack head crack"
"It's f**ed up when your mind playin' tricks on ya"
"Yeah, head crack head crack"
"At war with them inner demons, it's goin' down"