[CAKTUZ]
I said, I wish my cousin Trev was still alive
To see me become all of the things we never imagined we ever could
I see the look in his mamas eyes
All the d** she can stomach
Just trying believe in something good
No matter how much we talk
She still believe its her fault/ A carrier for the affliction that carried u off
Tragic what you can't bring yourself to face/ loosing something you can't replace
This is my guide to recognizing saints
Afraid when those pics fade
I'll be fighting my mind/ not to forget the shade of your eyes
Because success is a dinner 4 schmucks
Got'em Forking over the doe the numbers is up
- Trust
Made such a f**ing mess
Dragging up these feelings
I hate funerals so I'm dressed but not De-cent
Cut the life support like Clooney
Now all the grammy nights
Toasting this lifestyle will be your de-scendant
Beat a dent In it now U know
Why High Point like hell but always feel home
Only heaven knows
[HOOK]
[EVIL TWIN]
I'll give you back the bank rolls
Ill give you back my soul
To Send d**h way,way from this bedside
Lord don't take no mo'
Ill give you back the big homes
Ill give you all I own
Because I can't let go of loved ones
And only heaven knows
[CAKTUZ]
Last year, My sister Quint Lost the love of her life unexpected
My heart sink everytime a smiles too hard to managed
When Me and Von used to always bag the same broads
Still f** me up thinking what its like dying alone
Gina baby father rather k** her/ than let her go
In this little town that'll swallow you whole
O-bituaries where her modeling pictures would be
This is for real life colored girls
But No Whoopi
Fuse lost his sister to cancer
We ain't spoke in a year
Guess he just trying to find closure
For all this I should shed tears whenever I write sh**
But Lately I been smoking way too much nice sh**
The nightmares starting to keep me up for nights again
My new lady tell me the next morning so scared
That I was gonna die N my sleep
Because whoever I was fighting look like a
Fight to the d**h
But them demons hands ain't strong enough yet
To catch me before I get it all hand over fist
I'm in a different place now
Finally Feels good
Shame some of my closest friends felt they couldn't come
Erie feeling when that doe peals
Whoah!
Now It's meetings at strip clubs just to close deals
So give me mine
Give me mine man
I'm just trying to bring my city with me goddamn
So blow me off fast babydoll I'm on my come up
This game like- racing to the top of the Towers before it all collapse
Pastor told me these questions I have
Too sinful to think of
Who the f** can I ask
The futures odd
But I ain't throwed
Even if The Creator give you a life already owed-
But only heaven knows
[HOOK]
[EVIL TWIN]
I'll give you back the bank rolls
Ill give you back my soul
To Send d**h way,way from this bedside
Lord don't take no mo'
Ill give you back the big homes
Ill give you all I own
Because I can't let go of loved ones
And only heaven knows