personal existence
a false elevation
shattering ambitions
a refused inner world
unwillingly eating
the surface
recycled humanity
imputing
pour yourself
press yourself
pack yourself
store yourself
self torture
numbing the senses
becoming Neanderthal
body above reality
walks in pure instinct
restart and recreate
wake up and relive
temporary escape
provides permanent trust
drink yourself
spit yourself
spill yourself
clean yourself
self torture