[Hook: Kenny Segal]
There are things we're not told
Deep inside there's a fragile soul
Secrets sleeps in hollows coves
Some died never knowing odd angles
There are things we're not exposed
Reality wears his ugly clothes
Momma really knows there's no rainbows
Only in the movies when the doors is closed
[Verse 1: Self Jupiter]
I'm finally awaken
My thoughts are misshapen
My heart is vacant
I'm pregnant by ape sh**
In the pit of my stomach contains hate
Mixed with crystal lake liquid
To be specific
A shark in the Pacific
I'm instantly pissed and distant
My eyes contain nothing
Awkward posturing and f** it
Let down by drunken clowns with torn gowns smeared happy frowns
I feel worthless on the surface
Riding in town on the chitling circuit with a circus and a band
That plays with broken instruments
Not even a uniform
I bet their followers believe in unicorns
I wanna break it
The things attached to their heads
[Bridge]
I wanna break it
[Verse 2: Self Jupiter]
The silence is naked
Could it be?
I have buzzards in my willow tree
I wish someone would tell me the real ending without strawberry cream filling
For once in a blue moon
Can the princess die of an overdose in a ran down hotel room?
Is daddy really coming home soon?
[Hook]
[Verse 3: Self Jupiter]
We're all gullible once
I wrote f** you and die in all my coloring books
Teachers pets giving me smothering looks
But what do they know
They're just figurines posing in a j**elry box
Waiting to be closed
Just wind them up when the music slows
Shoot I'm on point like pinnochio's nose
I wanna know the truth
What really happened to my tooth?
Don't tell me little red ridding hood got ate up by the wolf
I just seen Sandman get carried away in an ambulance
Said some crooked face kids
Took turns kicking him in his ribs
Screaming I wanna break it
Lies and perception
[Bridge]
[Verse 4: Self Jupiter]
They ain't on no fake sh**
Popsicle easy bake cake mix
Even the ghost of cold water creek
Has trouble falling asleep
And somedays are dark in the sun rays
I see the world for what it really is without the silver lining in the sky page
Cats are blind even at my age
Sad old lads
Still playing pencils with the past
And throw up tackle with Newton's apple
Bobbing for attention in a neck brace n shackles
Take you to a place where dreams are sold with no credit checks or ha**les
(but you gotta call now, here's how to order)
[Hook]
[Verse 5: Self Jupiter]
Pacifying wind chime melodies turns a childs minds into mines
Accordions, bag pipes, hot air balloons
Yapping mag pies
Big head birds that talk nonsense when you squeeze em!
Gobble-de-gook
I kinda wondering what is it stuffed with?
Gonna find out quick
Cut, clip, nip and tuck
This little fella's gotta pillow stuffing for a gut
When you finally open him up
You might not like what u find but
The knowledge is surprisingly benign
A story book reading in pine bluff
Life imitating art can define us