I've carried you inside my mind for my entire life
Head in my hands, weighed down
Any lower and I'd be in the ground
I'm wasting breath and I'm wasting space
Doubled over from the pain
I'd give anything not to feel this way
Nobody gives a sh** unless you feel like them
And I'm starting to think that you never cared
I feel gutted
So much for friendship
And that's how it always is
You'll leave and I'll dwell on it
I still reside in this broken home
I can cover up the cracks in the walls
But there's no fixing the nights I have spent alone
I've carried you inside my mind for my entire life
Head in my hands, weighed down
Any lower and I'd be in the ground
Misery loves company and I'm here to stay
I can never say what I mean
Cause my anxiety is a conscious being
It's got me by the throat
Strangling
It's f**ing suffocating
I know we all die alone but I didn't know
That living would be this cold
Nobody gives a sh** unless you feel like them
And I'm starting to think that you never cared
I feel gutted
So much for friendship
And that's how it always is
You'll leave and I'll dwell on it