Trains Until d**h
[Part 1]
One day I want to be the most knowing man in the world
But I can't and I won't
And damn it I know that!
A man that is so sad
I walk terminatorly, watch my environment, throughout my day I see, people, peoples' faces, scared are the majority, scared of what?
My vision an*lyses, costing friends, my friends' disguises, my girlfriend's status: smiling
And pushing me towards a wall of fear of the man inside me
I'm growing egocentric, becoming a prick, an a**, slowly it opresses me
I'm only somepart the big a man
As I want to be!
I hate me! For thinking to know stuff, when I know nothing, a ghost bluffing, caught when it comes talking result's a weird old boy, alone walking his own zone, his road long, his accompaniment be long gone -Long John- f** and
I'm an a**, and that is written! realize what happens! Done "O" nothing
Insanity
[Hook 2x]
Is life the process of dying?
Step, fall, get up to lie in the end?
Collecting all just to smile at it?
f** if that's so Im'ma try then!
[Part 2]
I want to know everything, 8 billion views, 8 billion different shoes, it makes me sick to be sure
Till the damn curtain
I know nothing, as noone knows anything, but all would know everything
A man's burden
You see a man is only the ma** of the experiences, and I've experienced sh**
There's a painting of an unknown man on the wall
His eyes expose lies, with no further disguise
But he still looks wild to people that don't look closely:
"Sip a hell lot of peppermint schnaps, beggin for J-Lo to s** my half rotten co*k, co*k cap cops, GAT's, MAC's and Glocks"
Live behind a fasade on the stage of a Shakespeare play - life
Make my way, for what? I want to know everything, my life is a lesson
Out of the question, I am confessing, I'm dumb
But is it my strive to be lessoned?
I want to know everything! I hop from train to train, safe to say my Shakespeare play is a game of James Bond movies
Chasing stages, 12 years aslave for a degree, unimportant in a few weeks
Store it under the roof, and show it to my groupies
From system to sytem, no reflexion but the mirror, while seeing a boy, lessoned by some victors?
Who wins this game?
As I sit on a train, got a destination, on the side, a crow, black as an angel, seperated, that then fell into hell and burned, a pleasent gift ain't it?
The crow goes down to jump, depiction of a lonely one, sitting 'fore fly, little black claws, hunting the dead as a strive
Beak is open, screams of horror, lusting for d**h to survive
Hunger for life
A must-sacrifice, enough to just fly away
[Hook 2x]
Is life the process of dying?
Step, fall, get up to lie in the end?
Collecting all just to smile at it?
f** if that's so Im'ma try then!
[Part 3]
No matter where I look, I see some unstatisfied faces
There was this girl that I saw with a backpack on a train, but
She looked tired, but why? Should I consider packing my life up?
I want to see the scenery of scenes, as uncountable as nice bu*tcheeks on a beach
I want to understand the world, the views and the faces
I graduate an amateure, is school just for brainless?
Dreams of an african elder's wisdom
Dumb as me, can I not repell what I vision?
What makes you untouchable?
Driving around, see thousands of eyes, could be like blow, blow, bye bye
All the same in a nutshell, you
Die the same way as someone pulls the trigger, it's just a second, no matter how much you have
How can I survive, leaving my damn life behind?
I like d**h as an instance, I'd like to know you
Afterlife? Had it meant a sacrifice to have acted half as nice?
Are what they whipser slanderous lies, or is it all true? Is there a paradise to go to?
I cannot know everything, because I do not know you!
If life exposed you, I bet I won't truely be able to reflect on knowing you
What will I give to the world, if it then turned on me, how will I be heard, after meeting the murderer
Maybe my spirit will mourn
Through written thoughts, thousands of words
Helping a man to understand a tiny little piece better how it works - life