Letters To Love
[Part 1]
Dear Love
I swear you're an endless game of telling and saying without telling or saying
Does he like me back?
Is she liking me?
Gambling and playing, gamble and pay
For hells sake what can I say or do, or do I have to lie to get in her way?
Wanna be an obstacle to be taken down on her seperate way
Want to scream and shout, start yelling out so I get recognized
But that wouldn't ease it
Now what the f** is the thing to do
Buy her rings and j**els?
Silver stool
So that's the meaning of you? Being a tool
For a hilton room with a freaking pool and six star food? Implisive you!
You're a game I can only loose
For a few you're hate, loss and pounding wounds
Pain causing swollen bruises
Yet, you are played by a thousand fools
What are you when starting war and causing lawsuits?
You're a chick weesing about you
Some dicks living without you
Hypocrits inhonesty
And me being sick being about you
There your beautiful, crucial for humans, cruel too but gone you could too be beautiful and crucial for humans, but cruel, suicidal and few chose to loose you
Miss my misses, missing her loud tune
Sing, sreaming and shouting
Temper tropical
Honestly I have some mixed feelings about you
Yours, Me
[Part 2]
Dear Love
You take and give
Take my sleep
Keep me awake and be
Taking cheese
Taking everything
And if something goes wrong
Of course you ain't doing no wrong
To be blaming me
Are you f**ing serious?
You're a bully giving handouts
To make losers being that blind
To belive in your good intentions after all
And stay with you, you win
They lose
I would hate you but I'd be alone with that
Plus fighting back is playing Basketball vs MJ
Dancing off vs MJ
Playing golf vs Tiger Woods
Plus I am so weak I ain't got a chance
Are you a nail? Finalizing?
You're sabotaging, thousand dollars if you name me a relationship where you was involved and it ended with noone gotten hurt
d**h's murder
Or you pulling your plug
f** it you got to dig layers of dirt up to finally find you
You see I just won't understand you
I feel like you try to throw me some hazards
Show me a track to get on the right track to make what I say apprechiated and making happy
For f**s sake
I walk blind like in a jungle
Blaow walked right in a trap
I can't escape but can't escape you and noone helps me
Which makes me, aim to break you, lay you down, ain't what it seems though, repay me, I blame you for this created, shady Matrix, I'd stay with you but it ain't me, you make me hate you
I hate you
Me
[Part 3]
Dear love
My love is asleep
Driving me to be writing you
I give her the sentiment of perfectness
Make-up, natural or shirtless
She deserves it
My girl
But for f**s sake am I ever asked?
All she does is doubting my honesty
Asking will this love forever last
Answer is optional
I could tell her no
End this so fast I can't explain what ever drove me to this, meanness?
Maybe it's just I don't think I love her the maximum
Or act as I'm damn sure though, I might for ever know
This might be temperory
Am I really that sure? Is it your fault?
Or is this true love?
She says I don't believe you
f** you, f** you, f** you
I'm frustrated as f**
What can I f**ing do?
And what the f**'s with you?
Causing trouble throughout all the time
Fine she's pissed now
f** I'm pissed now
Sometimes I just feel betrayed, lying to my face, lying in my arms
She's beautiful
Guys staring, but she's mine my property, my angel
She freaks me out, squeamish, doubts, screams and shouts, yet she seeked me out
And damn, she is beautiful
The sun sets for a thousand years
Child cries as a it sees the lights of life while a proud old man rests forever seeing it for the last time, smiling
The world is at peace finalement, finally
Drummers drumming to the trompets, chanting
Birds sing the last time, the stars disappear
In the fog of the coming night and fade away in the far
Wave's they calm
I know all this, but stare in her face, in her eyes, iris, she's beautiful and say that I love her
I love you
Love, Me
[Poem/Outro]
But I don't know nothing
As I thinkst upon thee
The scenery of me bursts into burning screams and tears
I love you
The bluntest phrase of all, yet with more meaning to it than all other word connections combined
I love you, as the most implying thing imaginable
You take and take and take, and I do wonder whenever you will finally give...
I walk around, driven mad by this question, floating and hitting in my head, as the green devil of forgetness, I'm insane
I think of you, your lips, your sometimes fake smile, your lies, exiting your flawlessly flawful face
And I smile...huh