Starting to go forwards but I'm taking more steps back again
Left all that I owed you, though it won't add up the same
Constantly reminded of every stone I threw
Now they collide with me every second I'm near you
Why do I wake up in the same old suit and tie?
Why do I slave to the wage but never feel satisfied?
We filled these years with getting high
With your head in the clouds there's no shortcut in the sky
Count up all your catches and discard them as wasted on
Cause whatever sh** is in your past is fading cause you've grown
Why do I hate this place wanna watch it as it fries?
Why do I tell the truth yet at the same time lie?
We filled these years with getting high
With your head in the clouds there's no shortcut in the sky
Why do I fail at this why did I ever try?
Why do you torture me oh why oh why oh why?
I've filled my years with getting high
And now that I'm grounded
There's still no shortcut in the sky